I craved you.

No…

I still do.

I know now…
That even after all this time –
In a crowded room,
My eyes would search

— first for you.

Yet the odd thing is, simply knowing that I can find you –
has set me free from constantly searching for you.

It’s as if the spell has been broken.
The spell of unrequited wanting.

By knowing where you are –
how you are doing;
I set myself free from the “seeking”.

And by finding you,
I have found a new peace in me.